YSunday, April 17, 2005Y
i got a band 2 for pw!!! ok la..dun really noe what to feel...happy or sad?...e day before i got back my results i was like 'pls let me get a band 2 or 3 and i'll be v satisfied le' then on e day itself in e morning everybody was hoping to get a band 2...so my expectation changed n i was hoping to get a band 2 instead...aNd tHEn mrs chan announced over the PA system that our batch did well for pw...and that 99.1% got band 1 or 2..59.5% got band 1...so..i beginning to think that band 2 is kinda average afterall...and i began to hope for a band 1...but i kinda expect a band 2..coz my Q & A sucks...plus i left out a whole big chunk of info that i forgot to mention during my presentation...but still...the hope to get a band 1 was there...aNd then...after maths lec...mrs koh gave us our results back...and i got a band 2 afterall...felt quite disappointed and sad...actually..not quite..is vErY upset...its like...i dun even think a band 2 is good...so many ppl get band 1...can u imagine in terms of 'A' lvl results i alr lost to those who got band 1 by a bit...oh no...i must mug hard from now on...my whole group only nl got a band 1...which is kinda surprising...i thought jj or cs will get band 1...since they did quite alot of work...and jj spoke vvv well duing presentation...ry got band 2 too...i thought her presentation is supposed to be v gd de..the most shocking thing is kenny actually got a band 3...i think its becoz of his body language la...the rest should be quite ok..i guess the whole class was pretty shocked to know kenny got band 3..even mrs koh..he's supposed to be one of my class's best student!! oh well...i just find the whole pw grading thing so damn unfair...
anyway...after i got back the results i was kinda closed to tears...although band 2 is not tHaT bad...but then...still...its not e best grade u can get...i walked away from the class before they can see me burst into tears..i tried to call dear...but then he nv pick up e phone...n then faye just walk up in time and saw my eyes were kinda red...and asked 'r u ok?' that triggered me off...then i started crying le...wei yolk came and see if i'm okay..and pei me walk down to the concourse..aiya...so paiseh...crying over such small things...but i cannot control...my tear glands kinda active...
anyways i signed up for the global enterprise competition...i really hope i can get in..its a international competition and i can get to work with other students from other countries...so cool!! -pray hard-
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