went vivo w vin just now.

and i bought myself a bottle of jelly beans.

the taste is not exactly fantastic..esp the cinnamon flavour..i spit it out the moment i put it into my mouth.

but i'm entertaining myself w it though...

damn exciting to draw a bean from the bottle and match it with the flavour chart and try to guess which flavour is it(since some of the flavours have similar colours)..

then pop it into my mouth to see if i'm correct or its a new flavour...

am trying hard to avoid all the red ones..coz thats the colour for cinnamon and i can't differentiate whether the red means cinnamon or strawberry or wadeva. orange and green seems to be the safest colours now..

i'm seriously bored and wasting time.

* left her thoughts here at 1:49 AM

i am still brooding over my results.

i need to redo my whole uni la..even w/o this sem's results...the results were just unbelievably horrible all the way..just that now its even more ugly and unsightly.

shouldn't have carry on to uni..its depressing to see how chui my results have become.(i'm just saying though)

now i dunno if i should s/u jap lvl 3 next sem..i need a lil boost to my final GPA.

argh.

nth can cheer me up now. :(

* left her thoughts here at 1:18 PM

this is terrible. very very terrible.

i just got back my results.

now i don't even know if i'll drop class.

i hope i won't.

next sem i gonna study till die also must get back my As.

i seriously should have just gone on exchange this sem.

* left her thoughts here at 1:15 AM

xmas eve n xmas were well-spent with bf! :)


i wish i have some relative who owns hershey kisses too...i can munch on chocolates everyday! (or maybe the owner of some strawberry cheesecake factory oso can..) happiness! wahahahas!

tagged along for church session with his family after that.

its like the same as last yr? but time seem to pass faster this year coz he was talking to me halfway thru the session and i was also quite amazed by this woman's singing in front.(she can sing damn high pitch!!)

yep. then went out with him again today to marina squ to get his stuff for gift exchange.

walked around the area after which..shopping is really getting more and more boring.





merry christmas!


* left her thoughts here at 11:59 PM

my brother is TOTALLY driving me crazy.

his decision is so so so irrationale and unbelievable.

i think i gonna bei qi si soon.

can't help but keep psychoing him to change.

because its really so wrong.

then my mother ask me to shut up n stop saying.

and he gave the pitiful sad look and cried over it. like hello r u a guy. cry over such small matters.

n i very angry with my mother too. can't she see that we should get him out of the deep shit. i've been through the stage and i know it better than them.

can't believe she say just let it be.

its like i have already laid the path to heaven nicely for u and u're telling me u want to go back to hell.

and made me woke up at 9am for nth.

ARGHHHH THIS WHOLE THING IS SO FRUSTRATING.

* left her thoughts here at 3:57 PM

went for cruise trip w vin and his family..his parents have very kindly invited me to go on the trip with them again.(vin say its their 21st bday prezzie to me) (:

Day 1, 15th Dec Monday:
met vin n his family in the morning and took train down to habourfront.



* left her thoughts here at 6:21 PM

back from cruise!

happy!

am super tired coz i went to club on the cruise disco then stayed in the casino till 330am and woke up at 730am.

shall go catch some winks now.

* left her thoughts here at 10:43 AM

out with bf for dinner ytd.

then he kindly brought me to chinatown to change $ and i redo my hair ext.(i think partly because i was nagging non-stop at him)

yep and so i managed to change the S$ to thai baht at a better rate...and redo my hair ext at angelxin chinatown.

the previous one was dropping like nobody's business even though i had only done it for a few weeks.

i supposed this one can last me longer..since i did braiding which is more expensive...and i don't feel like doing it again anytime soon.

and i got a free curling tong as part of their promotion for hair ext.

ok i supposed i can try to curl my hair now that i've got a free one.

out with yy today. to orchard and bugis.

went to get my swimsuit and alter bf's blazer(we rotted 1.5 hrs away just to wait for his blazer to be done. -.-)

then head to bugis to get yy's stuff.

shopping is becoming more and more boring.

i need to find something more exciting to do seriously.

packing bag for cruise tmr is giving me a real headache.

* left her thoughts here at 1:41 AM

went for kpmg's post interview party today.

went with hp and pk...and the party was held at some place called cock's feather at far square squ.

i guess kp is really trying very hard to posh up their image..renting such a nice place with free flow of alcoholic and food provided.

it was pretty not bad...the environment i mean. trying to mingle with the staff there was ermm..pretty ok too i guess.

though i don't really quite like it.

felt like i'm forced to interact with the staff there even though i just felt like sitting down in a corner to enjoy my food and drink.

but oh wells...i still did try to talk to the staff there in the end anyway..went to say hello and spoke to my interviewer too.

now i see why they have class participation in uni...it helps.

at least, it familarizes u with the forceful feeling of having to say something even when u just feel like keeping your mouth shut.

and i just realized that results and ccas are equally important...even all the way up till now when i'm going to graduate.

they are looking for ppl with balance..with both results and ccas.

i supposed that's quite a reasonable criteria to look at in order to judge if u're a suitable candidate..

afterall being able to strike a balance between cca and studies shows that u're disciplined enough..and that u're able to manage ur affairs well.

anyway.

i'm back home rotting my time away again.

shall go wrap parcels and watch anime after that. hohoho.

* left her thoughts here at 12:07 AM

and i bought it. HAHAHAHAS.

damage done to my bank account again.

* left her thoughts here at 12:11 AM

i finally accepted KPMG's offer online.

omg this is so scary.

was procrastinating due to the pay difference.

why why why do they have to give different pay when we're all in second upper.

ok even if they pay differently..why didn't they give me the higher pay instead of the lower pay.

:(

forget it.

not like i've got a choice anyway. even if i have got a choice(EY)..i don't really feel like gg there after the interview.

so we ended up going different firms in the end.

at least there's still bengs hp and pk(?).

its almost like going to some graduate school...since i supposed almost the whole accountancy cohort will be gg to big 4.

for that i'm really glad that i've chosen accountancy. it gave me a sort of "cushion" for my step out to the working world.

now gotta cherish my remaining semester in school.

* left her thoughts here at 1:54 PM

i'm quite bored...

wanna do sth new and exciting.

the only things i look forward to now:

Cruise!

x'mas!(though i've got no plans for that day)

that's abt it.

i should think of more stuff to do.

swimming? jap buffet? kbox?(a lil sian)..that's abt it...argghh i shouldn't rot my holidays away.

i need to do sth more meaningful and fulfilling.

* left her thoughts here at 1:26 PM

"Dear Jenny
It was a pleasure meeting you Tuesday afternoon.
I found our conversation very enjoyable and I trust that you are further enlightened about KPMG. I am most delighted to extend to you an offer of employment with KPMG's Audit practice. I am very certain that you will find the KPMG experience an enriching one.
As promised, I would like to reiterate my acknowledgment of your interests about being in a firm which values flexibility and a strong commitment to the development of its people.
I hope you will join us as I believe your profile fits very well with our own ambitions to have the best and brightest in our growing KPMG family.
I look forward to welcoming you to our KPMG family (and perhaps you can help start a KPMG cheerleading team?), but in the meantime, I wish you continued success on your studies. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you have any further queries."

e manager whom interviewed me sent me an email today.

i'm impressed. very impressed.

at first look i thought its some forwarded mail with standard template, but as i read on its actually personalised to what i said during the interview.

ok maybe only a small part is personalised..e rest are from standard template.

but still, she actually bothered to follow up..(imagine emailing every person whom she interviewed..so tiring?)

unlike EY which is totally un-sincere at all.

i'm like 90% on accepting the offer already.

10% is see if i got the EY contract n whether yy n fio are going EY.

i'm totally not gian EY after the interview day..but its the only place we all can go to together.

but oh wells. i still have the feeling i'll end up in kpmg somehow.

* left her thoughts here at 10:31 PM

went dbl O with bf n his friends ytd.

free flow of drinks!

tried and drank vodka orange, tequila pop, some shot, whisky coke..coz its free flow! hohoho.

i still think the shot at zouk is nicer though.

think bf got a lil pissed with me coz i got a lil tipsy towards the end.

but seriously i'm still sober. (obviously he won't believe me again...i rmb telling gx that time that i'm not drunk and he kept saying "all drunk liao all drunk liao"..so this time i don't even feel like explaining myself)

my head just felt like its floating that's all.

defintely more sober than the time i drank at hall bash.(its lesser than what i drank then too)

got a lil sian diao when i saw his pissed look.

i think it must be that the music sucks..totally dun feel like dancing at all...and maybe that's why i couldn't get rid of the alcohol in me thru perspiration?

anyway towards the end i totally don't know what music they playing la..just feel like lying down and slp.

went to mac for supper and breakfast.

we ordered McWings then Mcgriddles. hahahas.

slept at 7am today. like omg.

gotta slp more today.

i still wanna go phuture to try out! i think the music there will be much nicer!

* left her thoughts here at 2:37 PM

am going for EY interview later...a little nervous now since i don't think the interview will be as relaxed as yesterday?

and i'm feeling quite lazy to go since i'm quite keen to go kpmg now. hahahas.

my last toe have got a blister(it looks like its gg to burst soon) from wearing the new heels yesterday..totally don't feel like wearing back the same heels now. i think i gonna bring shirt shorts and slippers to the interview so i can change out immediately else i'll have difficulty walking.

by the way..there's this buyer...damn auntie.

she bought this certain piece from me before and she had begged for discount for it.. and i said ok reluctantly.

then now she wanted to buy 2 belts..so i offered her $2 off total purchase(since the profit margin for belts is very low...and didn't i already stated that prices are non negotiable?). then in e end she only want to get one and its restock(meaning i have to go down to the supplier just to get the belt for her)..so i quote her the original price again($15 mailed)..and she was like huh not $14 mailed?

like -.- totally can't stand her. i'm like "alrights alrights $14 mailed." just gave in to her coz i'm too tired to argue.

am going clubbing with bf tonight! yippee! ^.^

* left her thoughts here at 1:36 PM

i'm super happy!!!! i've got job offer from kpmg!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

was still quite worried and scared after the interview coz i thought the interview was ok but then again it might be the manager interviewing me pretending to be friendly or sth. like maybe she look satisfied with my ans but actually not very satisfied.

ok HAPPY!!! muahahahahahas!

felt so super relieved.

quite like the place after today. not because i got the job...its becoz i think the ppl there are really friendly and nice and the environment is totally cool.

they brought me to this waiting area with drinks and snack(tarts, cakes etc) and allocate a senior to talk to me.

am really glad that the senior spoke to me abt the ppl there and the culture so i can kop stuff to say later during the interview.

she seems really nice.

the interviewer seems nice too. she's damn pretty la. so young become manager already. and the whole interview seem like a chit chat session. its quite relaxing and no super tough question or what.

i think i just kept babbling about hall stuff, the business and dragonboat competitions i joined during JC, online shop, results..blah blah blah..to the extent she cut me off some parts i think.

ok i think i can finally recover from the trauma i had after med and dentistry interview..was scared of interviews ever since those 2 freaked me out totally.

yea.

i think kpmg just impressed me totally today. with its ppl and env.

i'm acutally kinda looking forward to work there.(if i'm gg there)

hahas.

* left her thoughts here at 6:57 PM

found the diner dash game for my nds. couldn't stop playing.

now gonna look for animal crossing and hell kitchen to play.

maybe i shall continue my harvest moon when i finish the diner dash.

yea love my nds! its fully utilizing my time! (:

* left her thoughts here at 2:06 PM