i stayed at home. as promised.

doing nth. rotting.

n i don't feel happy. at all.

not even a bit.

i don't see a reason for me to do this.

my mind is tired.

one big stupid fool. i am.

* left her thoughts here at 10:30 AM

results are out.

i'm not happy nor sad abt it.

maybe i should be glad that my gpa remains almost stagnant.

but why why why am i forever stuck with this kinda grades.

the amt of effort put in for each exam is not proportional to my grades.

i think i'm quite greedy.

when i stepped out of the exam hall for 201 w/o finishing that 30 marks qn i was like, i'll be happy as long as i don't get C or D for it.

and now when i got back my results...i actually start brooding over the fact that i may have gotten an A or sth if i managed to finished that question.

i'm nv satisfied with my grades.

went to work at isetan orchard today. it was damn boring. supposed to sell some children bag for $255. who in the right state of mind will go and buy a pri sch bag for that kinda price.

i went to work with the mindset that i'll probably end the day with zero sales.

anyway it was quite shuang since there aint really anybody around to supervise us..me and my colleague kept taking turns to take break. wahahahas. time really pass much faster when all u do is stand a while...take break and shop...stand a while... take break and shop.

hurhurhur.

anyway...managed to sell ONE bag in the end. muahahas. at least better than nth.

tmr gg work again. i'm so tired.

* left her thoughts here at 3:59 PM

its xmas!!!


the theme was red and green! and so everybody turned up in red or green shirt! ok i didn't turn up in red or green initially coz i thought my red shoes will do the job. but changed into a green shirt anyway after much nagging from the rest.

dear went for it too but too bad he was sick and so he just stayed in my room and slp thru the whole party. so ke lian. dragged him all the way to boon lay but he ended up slping in my rm anyway.

thanks to all who organised it and make it enjoyable!

then..

on christmas eve...went to dear's relative's house for x'mas dinner. it was pretty ok la. his relative is the boss of hersheys and so he has lotsa chocolates at his house! he let us eat some hershey chocolate which is not out in sg yet. its so yummy!

arghh i'm so jealous! i luv chocolates! imagine if my father is the boss of some chocolate brand too then i'll have endless supply of chocolates for my own consumption muahahas.

then played mahjong there too! ehhh playing with his cousins is freaking scary la they looked damn pro...and i got super nervous. but i managed to win one round out of maybe like 4 - 5 rounds? yes! i'm getting the hang of it! hurhurhur.

anyway their house is damn cool like there's this separate building for entertainment..ktv mahjong and wine lounge. i think i can easily spend my holidays there everyday sing ktv or play mahjong. muahahas.

then...went back to dear's house a while before setting off for his church. errr actually didn't want to go one since i'm not catholic...but like if i dun go den he gotta send me home n he wont be able to make it back in time to go w his family. so i ended up tagging along for his church session.

err the church session was ok la. reached there like 1 hr before the mass starts and they were acting out e part where jesus was born and everything. pretty much like what andrew said during the party. kinda interesting.

then..when the mass started i begin to feel kinda out of place and awkward like i was just practically stoning there..when they stand i stand..and when they sit i sit.

ok so now i've been to church for both catholic and christian service though i don't belong to any of them. they all look pretty much the same except that for catholic they don't have the tongue language thingy.

which i supposed is better for me since i got pretty freaked out when i went to church with tianying a few yrs back and they started their tongue language thingy after a while.

anyway. present from dear! a cute bear! i luv soft toys!

he tried to cover the bear with tissue and paper to make e snow flakes effect wahahas.

am going out for x'mas dinner with family later!!!

* left her thoughts here at 9:56 AM

pretty!

and maybe i'll be more motivated to wear earrings from now onwards.

and i bought donuts from donut factory.

yummylicious!

finally stayed at home today. and i finally finish reading elaine's harry potter book. i think i borrowed it like since the start of the semester but i never got round to reading it due to schwork.

now i wanna read the last book of the harry potter series!!!

* left her thoughts here at 2:47 PM

back in hall now.

had training just now. i think both of my arms are just lumps of fats now. felt so nua. my arms were aching after a few rounds of lifting. zzz.

fat.

and my room is so disgusting.

i think i can see mOuLD on my shirt in the cupboard. like eeewwww.

i shall clean up the room tmr!

* left her thoughts here at 7:33 PM

2.5 days left before he will be back.

i'm sooo restless now.

i don't mind following him to genting again as long as he's somewhere near me.

i'm used to seeing him almost everyday.

bored bored bored bored.

i think i sprained my elbow or sth. super painful when i tried to bend my arm.

am going back to hall tonight for training.

i don't feel like staying over though. i've not slept on my bed in hall since ages ago.

i bet its super dusty n dirty now. yucks.

if only i've got some car or sth so that i can drive myself back home after the training.

i'm like going out every single day now and not having dinner at home that i think my mother is going to kill me soon.

i think i spend more time with my bf than with my mother. zzz. i think i better stay at home more often now that he's away in genting. else my mother gonna disown me soon.

quite tired from all the outings actually.

i should start staying at home and stop going out so often.

things to look forward to:
1. x'mas party
2. xmas eve dinner at his relative's house
3. xmas!!!!
4. new year countdown?

things i want to do before holidays end:
1. mahjong!
2. kbox!
3. swimming!

sigh. i hope holidays will nv end.

* left her thoughts here at 7:21 AM

went to play mj with amelia jo n yy last night.



it was pretty fun! lost 90 cents though. but ok la. i'm glad that its quite a small amt..considering the fact that my mj skills are quite lousy.



stayed over at dear's house after that.



helped him pack his bag and all.



and sent him off to genting today.



i miss him. =(

* left her thoughts here at 6:42 AM

went out with dear to watch alvin and the chipmunks ytd!!!





* left her thoughts here at 1:54 PM

at starbucks

by the time we checked in...it was already 5 plus.

genting

yea then after a while went for dinner. had international buffet at the First World Cafe! err the food is ok la...so-so. but we ate till v full anyway.

went to shop ard after which. then...went back rm..played cards a while..and went to slp le.

Day 2:

did quite a bit of things on tues! went shopping...i bought a pair of colored contact lens! coz one of the contact lens which i brought for the trip cracked and it was super painful when i tried to put it into my eye.

dear n i went to try archery! ehhh its was not bad la we had 15 arrows each. but err...15 arrows to shoot is v tiring on the arm actually. i think towards the end both of us were like dying to finish shooting all the arrows and leave the place. lol.

went bowling after which. me him his bro and his mom. AS USUAL, i ended up being the last...and dear won all of us with 100 over points. i think i only got 60+ points. i suck at any game. zzz.

then. dear n his bro went to play some gun firing game...which i didn't play coz the gun shot thingy was v loud and i think i'll go deaf if i go any nearer.

yep... then went back to the room and slept for a while before meeting his parents for dinner. had dinner at some ah yat restaurant. it was super filling...his parents ordered a suckling pig! i'm like O.o when i saw the pig. lol.

oh oh we went clubbing at this safari disco at night!

i was wearing a totally wrong attire though. a long sleeve mickey mouse hooded shirt with brown skirt! lol.

i think we went in too early coz there ain't anybody at the dance floor. we started off dancing by the side since we didn't dare to go to the centre as its empty. wahahas. but gradually it got better la...there were actually quite a bit of ppl at the dance floor in the end.

we left early though coz the songs suck after a while. techno songs. yucks.

yup then dear went off with his mom to casino leaving the underaged ppl(me n his bro) in the room.

nearly fell asleep while waiting for him to be back. zzz.

Day 3:

didn't do much today except for packing bag and having lunch.

then left genting le.

the bus ride back home was horrible though. i think the bus driver took a longer route for some reasons and i kept sleeping on the bus since there was nth else to do...and the more i slp the more slpy i got. like zzz.

reached kovan at ard 9 plus.

am super full now. dropped by mac and shared a 20 pcs nugget meal with him when he sent me home just now. i think the sight of nuggets is so sickening now. zzz.

i'm going out to watch movie w him tmr! hehes.

pictures!

his bro, him

i like this bear!!! its super adorable!

me with the bear(a different shade of brown)

us on the bus

bubble gum.

i miss genting!

* left her thoughts here at 3:59 PM

went out with yy and ry to town ytd!!! accompanied ry to lil india to thread her eyebrows...then walked from lil india to bugis. its quite near actually.

went to shop ard at bugis street...and i bought a pair of sandals for 10 bucks only! yea i luv the deflation at bugis street now! everything is so much cheaper as compared to the past. hehe.

me ry yy!

hmmm didn't shop ard for long coz i gotta go to meet the gordians for movie (Golden Compass) in the evening.

was supposed to meet them at 630-645 at cathay but i ended up reaching there at 703pm! so super paiseh coz the movie starts at 7 and all of them were waiting for me outside since they gotta pass me my tix.

like omg.

but luckily they showed a bit of trailers before the movie starts and hence when we walked in...we were just in time for the movie! like phew!

anyway..the movie is not bad! its much better than i had expected. i was expecting the movie to be super boring since the name 'Golden Compass' itself sounds kinda corny...

yea so after the movie we went to minds' cafe! its pretty alright la. its more like we went there to eat or sth...the games played were pretty much the same and it gets boring after a while actually...

went home after that.

i'm going genting tmr!

gonna stay over at vin's hse later....so that i don't have to wake up so early tmr.

ehhh subject registration is on this coming tues...and i've asked el's fren to help me do the registration.

i'm like.. super worried. if he didn't get it on the first click then i also don't really know what to do le..coz i've got no alternative. moreover my phone has got no auto-roaming so they can't really contact me if anything happens. zzz.

so the fate of my timetable lies in the hands of el's fren n yy le.

hopefully he can get it at first click.

*prays hard hard*

* left her thoughts here at 12:55 PM

went out with dear early in the morning to watch Enchanted today!!! caught the 11.50am show. guess it was still early then and there's no crowd no nth. so shuang. eh the movie is really quite nice. sort of like watching some reality disney cartoon movie.(if there is such a thing)

yep so our next movie will be hIs movie: ALVIN and the chipmunks! =)

anyways after movie went to have lunch at mac...before going to sing at kbox!! hehe so happening.

but i think initially i wasn't in the singing mood and i kept going out of tune. maybe its due to the side effects of the flu med which makes me feel v weak and my heartbeat will increase whenever i try to sing. its only after a while when the side effects wear off then i felt much better.

yups after that went home le coz he gotta rush off to meet his frenz to book tix for another genting trip.(he's going genting with his frenz AGAIN after the genting trip w me n his family next wk -.-)

gg out w yy n ry tmr!! v long nv see ry le! then later in the evening i'm meeting the gordians for movie and minds' cafe!

happy! i'm fully utilising my holidays. hurhur.

=)

* left her thoughts here at 3:59 PM

been staying at home for da past 3 days.

ok not really i went out with dear to eat for a while(a short while since he gotta rush home to study for exams. sians) on tues...we ate gelare!! waffle + cookiesncream and choc overload ice-cream!!! yummy!

think i didn't control my diet even though i know i'm falling sick...n so now i've got sore throat w flu + maybe mr cough is visiting me soon.

happily rot at home watching videos. watched romantic princess till episode 12. WU ZUN IS DAMN SHUAI. like ARGHHH SO SHUAI!!!

so now i'm waiting for episode 13 to be out soon..and i wonder what drama i should watch next after romantic princess. maybe i'll go back to watching la bi xiao xin.

oh watch nu ren wo zui da just now. they taught ppl how to choose colours for stockings. ehh. y sg don't have winter but only summer? so sux. i can't wear any of those pretty winter clothes. plus i think i'll be much fairer if i wear winter clothes throughout the whole winter season since i'll be covered from head to toe. and my complexion will improve too..i think.

then maybe i won't look like some dark charcoal as compared to my cousins.

ehh my hair is like sooo damaged now. its dry n all entangled like some bush. yucks. el says my hair look like some birdnest. zzz.

i've just applied some hoyu hair care gel thingy which has collected dust for a year already. i wonder if such stuff has an expiry date or not. didn't touch that stuff for one whole year. should be ok...right?

i shall try not to dye my hair anytime soon and give it some break...though i really feel like dye-ing my hair again coz i think e highlights sux.

e flu med is really making me more sleepy than usual.

maybe i should go slp now.

sux to be sick.

* left her thoughts here at 6:00 PM