i need to complainnn.

i've been practically eating fast food every single day since last sunday.

sun mac.

mon mac.

tues burger king.

wed break.(no wait. i went to mac for supper when i went out to play chinese chess at night)

thurs mac.

fri(today) mac again!! went there to study instead of doing proj though.

this is getting more and more traumatising. i can almost feel myself getting some MacDonalds phobia or sth. (all thanks to the stupid projects..forcing us to go mac almost everyday)

i hope i don't actually start dreaming of eating mac in my dreams too.

after this week i think i won't be stepping into mac for quite some time.

* left her thoughts here at 1:23 PM

its my mum's birthday today!! happy bday to her!!!

went to kam boat for dinner..the food was pretty not bad.

and i ate damn alot coz i was feeling hungry. i think my stomach's abnormal nowadays. i've been feeling hungry these few days...like 1 or 2 hrs after my meal i'll feel super hungry again..its almost like i'm having second puberty or sth.

omg. i hope i don't grow again. either vertically or horizontally. no pls. i'm happy w my current self now.

anyway. chatted with elaine just now and i rmbed sth. abt wad jf n david told me during dinner on sat. that the prawn's da bian is in the head. ehhh i still can't quite believe that i've been eating prawn's da bian for e past few yrs. and i actually thought that it was pretty..er...nice.

my mum bought seafood soup for me today for lunch and i didn't dare to touch the prawn head at all..

elaine googled to check for the prawn da bian's location just now but didn't found anything.

anyway i gg out to play chinese chess now.

* left her thoughts here at 2:59 PM

taken during aa202 proj meeting today.

me and bengs were pretty much fascinated by the cam function in fionne's macbook.



* left her thoughts here at 5:25 PM

okkaayy i was sick of my old skin

and so i closed the blog temp to do the new one...

not really a new one actually...

just edited it from the old one here and there.

i think i've got too much time to spare.

hmm.

not alot of time to spare actually.

i've got proj meetings almost everyday.

i sleep lesser than i did during sch days.

and i've yet to do my tutorials.

argh.

this break is NOT a break at all.

* left her thoughts here at 5:04 PM

went to chinese garden ytd for mid autumm festival celebration! and it was fun! hahas.





* left her thoughts here at 11:51 AM

i hate u.

for toying w my feelings over and over again.

for giving me false hope.

for leading me on.

for wasting my time.

for making me feel like a fool.

for being so cruel.

for being so heartless.

for being so unfeeling.

and for making me cry.

after today

i swear upon myself

i will nv shed a single tear for u again.

* left her thoughts here at 11:24 AM

released. finally..after so long.

its time to let it go.

i can almost feel that my life will be much better from now onwards.

* left her thoughts here at 4:40 PM

my artpiece for the day!





* left her thoughts here at 6:56 AM

everytime i read back on my old entries, i think my life is screwed. to be exact, everything was a mistake ever since i've gotten back my A level results.

i don't know what the hell i was doing last yr while i was trying to decide my lifetime career path. screwing up my interviews and essay tests. choosing a biz course in ntu over a sci course in nus when i hated econs like hell while i was in JC.

every. single. thing. was. a. big. mistake.

i know its useless to look back coz its not like we can turn back time or what.(though i really wish we could sometimes) the only way to go on is to keep looking forward.

no matter how frustrated i feel studying this course now and then...i'll just swallow everything up and perservere on.

maybe i'm fated to take this path coz The One above believes that its the best for me.

and i choose to believe in Him.

* left her thoughts here at 6:25 AM

i went to super alot of places today!!!!

bugis suntec cine taka wisma and finally compass point!!! wahahahas.

ehh actually all becoz of one stupid jacket la. wanted to change it to size S coz apparently its too big for me now...but all e outlets don't have S anymore...T_T.

nvm. shall stick to M then. muahahas.

just finished online proj discussion..so tired.

gdnitex world.

* left her thoughts here at 6:09 PM

had cheerleading training today! and the attendance was pretty not bad i think. ehehe.

think i nv exercise for too long alr...my arm muscles are aching now...zzz.

its finally friday!!!! yea! i need a break...

* left her thoughts here at 5:06 PM

when the clock strikes 12 midnight

the spell is broken

the fairytale comes to an end

and everything is back to square one.

it was a dream

a dream that will never come true

no it wasn't. and it will never be.

and now

its the time to wake up

and stop sinking into this endless pit hole.

i wanted to say sth like..

if there are bound to be bickers and quarrels in every single relationship

then e only one i ever wanna quarrel with is u.

but no.

it won't happen.

jenny.

wake up.

its time to wake up.

* left her thoughts here at 4:30 PM

while queueing for marche...

veggie!(a small, pathetic looking bowl of bean sprouts, mushrooms and potatoes)

yummy choc fudge cake!

err we couldn't finish the cake(its nice..just that both of us were too full to swallow anymore food)

then after dinner...went out to the balcony to take photos! muahahas.

i wanna go shopping again soon!

* left her thoughts here at 7:37 AM

this hell hell hell week is going to be over..soon. one last accounting in-class assignment tmr and i'll be free!(for like maybe a day or 2)

started off this week with driving test..then comm mgmt ppt on tues and accounting ppt today.

and both of the ppts were damn chui.

well..at least its over.

i don't feel like studying for the in-class assignment tmr which takes up 20% of my coursework.

i don't think i've got much brain cells left.

and i feel frustrated.

coz there is no one day which we could get along well.

* left her thoughts here at 11:51 AM

yes! i passed my driving test!!!! at last!!! muahahahas!

i'm super happy now!! like HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! *JUMPS FOR JOY*

got 10 demerit points in total..all due to either slow speed or insufficient acceleration...but aiya points doesn't matter now. all it matters is that i passed!!! =) =) =)

i can finally say bye bye to my instructor for the last time..and kiss gdbye to my collection of pdls.

no more sickening driving lessons!! yea!

i think i couldn't stop grinning after the test(though i tried really hard to keep a straight face)...

anyway went back to hall for steamboat just now. n there's ab214 ppt tmr. but it doesn't matter!!! at least this hell hell hell week started off GREAT. muahahahas.

yea! i luv my license to bits!!! =) =) =) =) =)

* left her thoughts here at 2:59 PM

today is da day.......

i'm having butterflies in my stomach now.

i think i need all the luck in the world.

may i be smiling when i come back home later.

-prays hard-

* left her thoughts here at 4:52 AM