woke up at 10+ today to do project again. spent like another 5 to 6 hrs on it before submitting it in at 4.45pm.

up till now i still don't know if our proj is on the correct track anot...i don't even feel like knowing e proj grade.

but anyways. its over.

farewell BSC, the most horrible project in my entire life.

may we never meet again. =)

* left her thoughts here at 2:09 PM

i think i just had the longest day ever in my entire day.

woke up at 830am in the morning and went for 830 stats lesson. purposely woke up late coz i was really tired.

then..after stats tut...had accting tut...then ob lecture...then jap lesson..without any break.

had my lunch during ob lecture...like so qi chan like that.

after jap...it was already 430pm by then..and i went straight to FAL for BSC proj meeting.

and then after that i think i nv did step out of FAL ever again.

when i stepped out it was already 10+pm. =S 5hrs + str of project. and we've yet to finish.

i just had mac for dinner.

zz i think i better go off now to do abit of editing of the project...otherwise there won't be enough time tmr.

i think i will be super happy to kiss BSC gdbye tmr.

oh.

and i wanna kill the teacher who came up with this BSC project.

* left her thoughts here at 2:01 PM

had ob ppt today!

its was quite ok...woke up at 715 and rushed to sch(coz my grp mates wanted to meet at 8 to do concept map)..

and when i reached there it turned out that one of my group member had already did it.

so. sat at the reading room and rotted like for 10mins before going for tutorial.

ppt turned out to be quite ok. at least i didn't fumbled over my words this time.

and i just realized that its super encouraging when u see ppl nodding their heads as u speak...its like they are really listening and are agreeing with what u've said.

so.

i've decided to nod my head in the future when other people speak! just to encourage them..hahas.

then went for bsc proj meeting. the proj was so screwed. i think we have lost the direction again. argh.

then...went for psy lecture...got super tempted to go for the bazaar halfway through the lecture and we did!

as we were happily looking around...yl msged and say that the lecture has ended. -.-

was so super embarrassed when we walked into the LT, whereby everybody's gone except for the lecturer...and our bags. so super paiseh....

had blk supper at night. last blk supper of the year. it was kinda ok. just that gotten quite full after that.....

highlight of the night!

went jogging with elaine junfeng they all!!

i'm burning all my fats away! -beams-

and we've managed to reach our aim of the 2nd lamppost.

next stop..the 3rd lamp post!

and then slowly we'll conquer the NIE route! wahahas.

time to slp and jia you for 8 hrs str of lessons tmr...+ BBBSSSCCC proj meeting.

* left her thoughts here at 5:20 PM

just another random entry. its 2+ in the morning now. and i've yet to slp. and i've still got OB presentation tmr morning!

been thinking through stuff..i can't really organised my thoughts into words now.

but its goes sth along the line like..exams, friends, hallmates, room, roomies, suppers, sch, ex-sch, family, bf, pimples, fats, vegeterian etc.

wanna type sth. but yet dunno where to start from.

nvm.

i should pause all my thinkings for now and continue them after OB presentation and accting proj tmr.

jia you jenny! =)

* left her thoughts here at 5:43 PM

since this is my blog..i must be true to my own feelings right?

so i must say that...

i really hate my feet.

so.

don't touch on that topic ever again. even if its a joke.

before i start throwing my stupid shoe at u.

i mean it.

* left her thoughts here at 1:17 AM

went out w yy to cut hair at chapter 2 ytd.

my new hair cut is..errr...hmm...at least not as radical change as my previous haircut la.

Things to do next wk:
OB presentation
Accting proj

when r all these assignments and projects going to end? i think my mental capacity is reaching its max.

sometimes i just feel like disappearing from this world. forever.

* left her thoughts here at 4:30 PM

just a random entry:

i just wanna thank my dear for...

tolerating with my endless mood swings/whinings/complains(i seem to complain really alot).

tolerating with my fickle-mindedness/indecisiveness.

putting up with all my nonsense.

encouraging me.

bearing with me despite the fact that i get irritated easily during our conversation.

not getting angry when i didn't reply his msg/calls.

not getting irritated when i stop him from slping..though he's almost half dead.

fetching me home when i'm left stranded outside late at night.

going through all the hassle to get the car to come and see me.

trying to give me morning calls when i'm always late for sch.

pei me go shopping for girly stuff instead of playing his billiard/arcade.

didn't yell/scream at me when i keep pestering him to apply for ntu.

didn't get annoyed when i keep repeating the same stuff over and over again.

and for the wonderful memories that u've given me for the past 6yrs...despite the quarrels and breakups.

=)

* left her thoughts here at 5:00 PM

i failed my driving test again.

the emphasis here is the word 'AGAIN'.

wth.

i seriously dun even know what did i do wrong this time.

its not like i strike kerb or roll backwards like i did last time.

he just FAILED ME. by happily ticking all the boxes at the end of the test. like i nv check mirror, nv slow down at road hazards, incorrect braking.

oh n he like to tick THE WHOLE ROW.

he cock eye or sth izzit. which part did he not see me checking the mirror.

where wHerE WHERE.

i think he need some video cam to capture my eye movements, coz ah peks like him are abitvery slow and retarded in their eyeballs rotations to capture MY eye movements.

and he say i didn't check the mirror enough. i'm supposed to check middle, side, and blindspot, then back to middle and side again, and i only did the first 3. since when did it become a rule to check middle and side twice?!

now on to road hazards. if i didn't slow down he think i can still overtake the bloody stationary car in front by cutting the next lane then cutting back again with zillions of cars behind me?! he think i so pro as to cut lane back and forth at high speed with a few million cars tailing after me izzit.

and the last one. incorrect braking. tell me. when the hell did it become a crime to stop at 3rd gear? i don't even rmb the previous ah pek tester scolding me for stopping at 3rd gear. i'm supposed to change to 2nd gear EVERY TIME before stopping.

SERIOUSLY.

he IS ridiculous ok.(those who disagree with me go and bang your head on the wall now) my demerit points actually increase to 34 instead of 32 the previous time. and i didn't even hit anything!

i think they've got a fixed number of ppl to fail everyday for performance evaluation and i just happened to be the unlucky one.

ALL THOSE OUT THERE WHO PASSED AT SSDC TODAY BE GRATEFUL TO ME OK.

coz i sacrificed myself to let u all pass.

and my next driving test is 3 long long long long long long long months later. sighx.

now i understand the agony of those ppl who keep failing their tests.

* left her thoughts here at 8:46 AM

when i was sec 4, ju once wrote in my autograph book:

"its meaningless to say friends forever since in reality friends don't last forever. friends come and go."

when's the last time that i've spoke to my pri sch n sec sch best fren?...

its so long ago that i can't rmb.

i'm beginning to see what she means.

* left her thoughts here at 5:07 PM

my new study desk!!

spent quite a bit of time digging out stuff from the old study desk so that we can move it out of the room...i didn't know i had that many stuff in the old desk!

the pile of stuff that i've dug out from my old desk.

my old desk.

will certainly miss my old desk who has been with me through my 'O' and 'A' levels and all my mugging periods. =(

muackx to my parents! many loves to them!!! =)

oh and the jap whitening sweets which i've bought online has came on sat!!! so exciting!

i'm getting sooo addicted to online shopping. i'm still waiting for my hp accessory, contact lens and clothes from tw to come! =)

* left her thoughts here at 1:39 AM

i'm so damn freaking pissed now. my accting grp mate forgot to submit the accting proj online and she just submitted it just now. like 5hrs later after the deadline. how great. most prob the proj will be penalized.

i think i've put in effort into the proj for nth. like really NTH.

i sacrificed my time to study for stats test looking for ppl for help to balance the budget(like 3 days staring at the balance sheet), and spent lotsa time trying to edit the whole of part 2 to make it perfect.

i think i spent more time n put in more effort on this project than the rest of my grp.

and now comes this shit.

that's y i said i HATE GROUP WORK. can't they just have individual assignment or sth.

forget it. its only 7 or 8% right? i'll work harder for the next proj n the final paper.

this bad news have to come when i was trying damn hard to understand stats n i was just starting to get damn frustrated.

i think i've lost the ability to understand theories ever since i've came to uni. my As are waving bye bye to me. n i just seriously can't stand it.

i shall not let this sem be screwed again.

* left her thoughts here at 3:12 PM

e no. of presentations, reports and quizzes left to be done are seriously wearing me out.

i just handed up my accounting pbl project today.

70 over pages.

i think me n weemin took 2 hrs in the free access lab trying to print out the whole excel thing. had lotsa difficulty trying to squeeze all the formulas into one page especially when excel formulas refused wrapping of text.

but its ok. its all over. one project down.

projects sux.

* left her thoughts here at 6:46 PM

i foresee a busy fun-filled week coming up with lotsa opportunites(2 quizzes and 2 presentation) for me to excel in.(as we've learnt from the topic of Resilience from Psychology of Crisis Stress Mgmt lesson that we should remain optimistic in times of Crisis Stress..like saying the glass is half full instead of half empty, and see opportunities in times of crisis and disasters.)

i'm sooo looking forward to the upcoming fun-filled week.

* left her thoughts here at 2:06 PM

went for kayaking expedition on mon! i'm like totally burnt now!

started off meeting my hall mates at the pasir ris interchange. then took 403 to go to the pasir ris sea sports club.







* left her thoughts here at 3:33 PM