actually planned to take off today, but if i do so my colleage J will be super pitiful coz only him, my manager and her bf are on shift today. then its like he will be super lonely since most likely my manager will be talking to her bf most of the time. so in the end i had decided to go to work today and take off tmr even though i'm dead tired.(so noble of me can.)

today i practised filling up application forms(J just taught me ytd) whenever i can so that next time if i have the chance to be transferred to the main branch to be customer service officier i can tell them that i know how to fill up forms and everything...

but in the end when i was about to fill up an application form for the customer..my manager was like..

"if the SH person c u doing this u will get scolded."

i got kinda freaked out by what she said and am quite afraid of getting sacked...so i've decided to just conc on doing what i'm really supposed to do and stop thinking about going to the main branch to work for the time being.

then went to pei colleage J have dinner today, and he told me super alot of things. like the super complicated human relationship in my current workplace. like colleage V actually dislikes colleage D and who backstabbed who blah...although on the surface they pretend to be really nice ppl and are on good terms with each other.
i was totally stunned by what he said..i didn't know that there are so many internal conflicts at my workplace. afterall...it did seem kinda peaceful to me...find it hard to accept still. but oh well t i guess that's one thing i've got to get used to when i goes out to work. afterall...as one grows older..things just get more and more complicated..esp when it comes to human relationships.

anyway..today's my dear's birthday!! happy birthday to my dear! =) so poor thing that he got spend it in camp...=( but nvm...can celebrate in march together with anniversary...which is tmr!! =) =)

so the china guy asked, "ni men you mei you mai tai yang ka?"

then junde re, "mei you. wo men zhi you mai xing xing ka"(coz starhub's logo is a star)

wa lao i hear that one le i really laughed till peng.. he's super funny la..

then today's quite slack...super gd...i hope everyday will be like that...but i doubt so. =P

then from today onwards i've decided to put lotsa skincare products like toner and cream blah to my face before i go to work..and hopefully my face will get better. =)

went to cut my fringe with col(my manager) during work today. now my fringe is like..till my eyebrow? a bit bit below that. alrite la...better than the long n dull n boring fringe that da person at heatwave cut for me.

then today is v-day..so many couples around holding flowers and stuff..c le oso so O.o. walked past this ger holding a big bouquet(and its really huge!! maybe got like..99 stalks or sth) of flowers and a big big big balloon. everybody who walked past were staring at dat gigantic bouquet of flowers la.(sadly. not her. muahahahas~) me and col were looking at the bouquet of flowers till our eyes nearly pop out. O.O she must be feeling damn proud la...holding that gigantic bouquet of flowers...

okays gtg slp le still gotta work tmr!!

anyway.

ytd vin came down to my workplace to have lunch...and he bought me a bear! to make up for da horrible nite the day before. was so super happy. at least he bothered to make up for it...before that i was still feeling so down that i just want to keep talking to the customers so that i can keep myself busy and forget about the horrible nite.

the bear!

so cute hor~ got a huge ribbon tied around its neck~ but then ar...the bear is like white in colour then i abit don't dare to touch it with my bare hands if not later touch till become v dirty...so now whenever i wana pick it up i gotta use tissue to pick it up...so dumb right. but i really don't wanna dirty the bear...

its 3pm! gotta go play maple for a while before i start doing stuff to my face!

yar so.

after much anticipation...my vday celebration turns out to be the most upsetting and disappointing day..which i dun wish to recall...nor leave any traces of it in my blog..

went to trim my eyebrow and cut hair with yy on monday. its pretty alrite la..just that i think that my eyebrow is abit too thick still and that my hair is abit too short. otherwise its pretty alrite actually. n up till now i still haven't re-dye my hair..too lazy and no time. so tired from all the work.

results are coming out soon. and i've started my series of 'A' levels nightmares again. ytd i just dreamt that everyone has a physics textbook to study for their physics exam while i only have my notes to rely on. and that the textbook contains super alot of unknown info which made me panicked like hell. horrible isn't it. results are still more than a week away and i'm already starting to have nightmares. =(