anyway, i shouldn't really feel that sad about leaving sch. afterall i wasn't really that happy throughout my 2 yrs stay in vj. can't really rmb what i am so unhappy about..well, let's just say i don't have as much happy memories as i had in cedar.

took quite a number of photos with classmates today. i look at da photos and i've decided to tie up my hair no matter what. my hair now just look like...one big lump of black stuff..with a few strands sticking out of nowhere. urgh. now i feel like cutting hair. but i'm just too lazy to go out..i'm super tired.

blahblahblah...

i'm too tired to blog on anymore..till here then.

let me calculate the hrs lost:
transportation time to pasir ris: 30 mins
time taken to meet him then go his hse: 1hr 15mins?
time taken for him to change and get ready blah: 20mins?
time taken to reach destination of place: 20mins? (provided we go somewhere near)
time taken to settle down and eat: 45mins
time taken for me to go home: 15mins?
time taken for me to settle down before i start studying: 20mins
total time lost: 3 hrs and 45 mins.

ok..i can get this 3hrs back somehow..

plan:
sacrifice my tv show (which is usually 1hr)
don't talk on the phone (30 mins)
study and have dinner at the same time (15mins)

what else???!! i can't think of anything anymore...

ok..i shall do that for 3 days. which is...till mon...argh mon cannot!! my fav show last episode!! i shall do that for today tmr and tues then.

usually weekends are the most productive period for studying...and yet i wasted it just like that.

did somebody mention that u can't get back lost time or sth like that?

sobx.

no time already!!! how??!!!

oh, and i've got a C5 for GP. like zzz. i was aiming to get a B3 for GP. like u know, since i got a B4 for GP for common tests, and now i dropped back to a C5. gotta work extra hard and put in more effort for eng from now on, like, reading newspaper everyday though i do not have the habit of doing so. gotta force myself to start reading from now onwards.

going out w dear on sat. i want to meet him and yet i don't feel like meeting him at the same time.(huh?) like..i want to meet him coz i 1 week or so nv see him le..but i don't feel like meeting him coz i really need to study and i'm running out of time. i asked if can don't meet him and he like..insist that i should meet him on sat..like for a short while. but then, even if meet for a 'short while', i think that 'short while' will take up like a few hrs of my studying time, like, u know, transportation and stuff.

URGH! i'm running out of time!! how??!!

oh yah..y can i blog so early in the morning on fri? coz i've skipped sch to stay at home and study my chem. (changed some of da words to pink and purple. pink and purple rox da world!)