now finally.

an A. -smilex-

i haven't get back the papers for other subjects yet. i hope i can do well in other papers too. -pray hard-

quarrelled with alvin again over maplestory stuff. he suggested that we should like..on our maple messenger and talk to each other while we're healing. n so we did. chat till halfway he suddenly invited his bowman fren into the conversation to show me how my lvl 35 bowman outfit look like. its like..pls..i c it be4. its our conversation..why did u invite her anyway?(of coz i nv say that out)

and so the 3 of us chat. blahblahblah..till i feel more n more like i can't fit into the conversation anymore. so i decided to just keep quiet and let them carry on. i ain't gd with words anyway. they did carry on. n somehow w/o realising my silence.

wow. bravo.

i just realised i'm actually redundant in the conversation afterall.

i patiently waited for them to come to a point where there's a chance for me to try to fit into the conversation and join in the chat. apparently that chance nv came even after a long time. i start to believe that i'm non-existent.

he msged me after a while (when they've ended their happy-and-i-am-redundant chat) asking me y i nv re. i told him and eventually it leads to a quarrel. he said he know that i don't like to talk so he invited her so we can talk.

so he's trying to say that he can't chat with me alone and there's a need for other people to be in the conversation before he can actually chat with me? then y did he suggest about healing and chatting with me in the 1st place? he can jolly well chat with that person..its more than suffice.

now he msged me accusing me of not saying anything and quit game just like that. i thought he asked me to =X ? just following whatever he said. isn't that what he wants?

this is just so pissing.