i mean it. i hate crying super alot. but seems like i'm born with super active tear glands.

i just cried over i-also-don't-know-what reason. i got scammed by ppl in game. naturally i'll be super upset. i handed that guy game money n waited for him to send me the stuff(sth to change ur hairstyle in game). wanted to change my hairstyle badly coz i got laughed at(super alot of times...even though i tried to zi wo an wei by thinking that its actually quite nice but somehow ppl just throw the fact straight into my face telling(or rather, exclaimed) me its super not nice) for my stupid hair. so while waiting in anxiously n praying hard for that guy not to scam me...some guy just keep telling me scully i get scammed or said that i got scammed liao when the guy nv re me(while i get more n more sad). when i msged that guy he nv re me i also sorta know i got cheated le. but game money only rite? den i told yy in e end she told me she thinks that its super funny. maybe its really kinda funny that in game can actually happen this type of thing. but then, at that point in time..i really don't think its funny at all.

i just hate getting cheated.

cheating is bad. don't we all learn that during CME lessons in schs? then why do ppl still cheat on ppl? i suddenly feel like i'm one of da stupid old aunties who got cheated n believed that some stone actually can perform miracles, u know, that sort of thing. just that this is less serious. its only game money. but even so its still alr committing a crime. i believe all moral values set by our ancestors all in some form some sort of rules that we all should obey. and by cheating(and violate the rule of honesty) u went against your own moral rights and rules. u couldn't even obey the moral values and rules that has been set by and passed down from our ancestors from generations to generations, what more rights do u have in this world when u can't even obey the simplest and the most fundamental rules? might as well bang ur head on the wall and go to hell now. (so the guy who cheated me should do that right now)

ok. i think the last part is abit extreme. whatever it is, cheating is not right!! it was nv and will nv be.

anyways.

back to crying part.

y did i cry huh????