i really really think i gonna kiss gdbye to my As...how??!!!

i don't want to cry on results day...even if i really cry...i want it to be out of happiness..not sadness.

i don't think i did well for the papers so far. compared to other ppl i really seem to have did quite badly.

having moderation is so so so bad. even if the paper is easy u also cannot feel happy about it. coz most probably the whole nation find it easy and every single mistake u make might get u moderate off the A range.

hOw...can't do anything about it...i really want my As ever so badly....

feel like crying over da papers and yet i feel so numb that no tears will come out...got e yu ku wu lei feeling...i really need lots and lots of luck for once...

i don't even think i had felt that horrible during 'o' levels.

tmr's my birthday. and i can't feel any joy abt it at all. who cares about birthday when e papers were so badly done.

i always have bad luck when my birthday's near...

and i have gp exam tmr.

sighx.