actually planned to take off today, but if i do so my colleage J will be super pitiful coz only him, my manager and her bf are on shift today. then its like he will be super lonely since most likely my manager will be talking to her bf most of the time. so in the end i had decided to go to work today and take off tmr even though i'm dead tired.(so noble of me can.)

today i practised filling up application forms(J just taught me ytd) whenever i can so that next time if i have the chance to be transferred to the main branch to be customer service officier i can tell them that i know how to fill up forms and everything...

but in the end when i was about to fill up an application form for the customer..my manager was like..

"if the SH person c u doing this u will get scolded."

i got kinda freaked out by what she said and am quite afraid of getting sacked...so i've decided to just conc on doing what i'm really supposed to do and stop thinking about going to the main branch to work for the time being.

then went to pei colleage J have dinner today, and he told me super alot of things. like the super complicated human relationship in my current workplace. like colleage V actually dislikes colleage D and who backstabbed who blah...although on the surface they pretend to be really nice ppl and are on good terms with each other.
i was totally stunned by what he said..i didn't know that there are so many internal conflicts at my workplace. afterall...it did seem kinda peaceful to me...find it hard to accept still. but oh well t i guess that's one thing i've got to get used to when i goes out to work. afterall...as one grows older..things just get more and more complicated..esp when it comes to human relationships.

anyway..today's my dear's birthday!! happy birthday to my dear! =) so poor thing that he got spend it in camp...=( but nvm...can celebrate in march together with anniversary...which is tmr!! =) =)