* kisses & spells -.

YTuesday, May 23, 2006Y



okays. i'm officially rejected by med/dent. i got into chem eng in nus. so now i have the choices of chem eng in nus and accountancy in ntu...and i dunno which one to choose.


i'm interested in neither of them...now it all depends on the job and the salary.


why med/dent dun wan me?


then i studied so hard during jc for what?


for my whole jc life, everyday during break i will go to the library to study alone or slp so that i won't doze off for the next lesson. almost everyday i will rush home to study instead of going out. i forced myself to go for tuition no matter how tired i am...all for wad?? so that i can get good results. and get into the course i want to study. now its all gone. i did all for nothing.


what's the use of 4As when u can't even get into the choice u want..


not to mention that me and dear will be in diff sch now...that's if i choose accountancy in ntu.


i really gotta say hello to numbers and reports and boring life. and white and pale ntu campus.


dear asked me to open up to other choices. its not like i can't open up to other courses or what. afterall i am being forced to open up now, isn't it? but i'm still super depressed that i can't get in.


i really think i'm very suay.


sec 2 streaming i gotta appeal before i got into triple sci stream. then jc i got into tj instead of vj during the 1st 3 mths.


its not like my results can't make it or what..then why the hell do i have to appeal and put in more effort than the others, who got the same results as me and yet got in, before i can get into the sch/course i want?


i'm so depressed.



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jenny.
21.
ex-cedarian. ex-victorian. ntu.
11/11/1987.
scorpio.



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cheesecake.
jap food.
japanese language.
shopping + online shopping.
coloured contact lens.
pigs.
pretty earrings.
bling bling stuff.
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pink
sleeping.
daydream.
baby.
my camera.
my hp.
holidays.
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mood swing.
my bad temper.
lack of slp.



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skin 79/shills BB cream
gucci wallet in pink & gold.
bangkok trip.
more shoes.
black colour contact lens.
lose weight.
japan.



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