i seriously think that e state of cheerleader team now is all my fault. maybe if i had force harder for ppl to come or sth...then perhaps we would be rehearsing our routine now...instead of still practising the stunts and the dance individually.

then. all da gers were complaining abt the uniforms thing...that it shows the stomach..so super brainless of me. i thought perhaps it will be nicer to show da stomach but apparently not everybody views it that way.

i really don't know why i become A.Hon in the first place when i know nuts abt cheerleading. i'm damn stupid can. hai ren hai ji.

i really wish that i can stay in my room and never come out. i wish i didn't have to come to ntu..if only i didn't get rej by nus med.

*SMACKS JENNY IN THE HEAD*

wake up can! stop wishing this and that. don't be stupid. so depressed for what? this type of small prob also depressed. what the hell is wrong with you! u better make sure that the competition goes well or else go bang your head into the wall or sth ok! GANBATTE!

* left her thoughts here at 6:28 PM