sometimes i think i'm just some insignificant figure living on this earth.

and that my purpose in life is non-existent.

or maybe that there is one purpose. like u know, my main purpose in life is to show how significant the rest are when they are compared with the insignificant me.

how ppl realize that their new friends are much better than me and hence throw me aside.

or how bf realizes that its a joy to be with his friends to play soccer/billiard/arcade or play games at home as compared to going on boring shopping trips with me and would rather spend more time with them/his game.

i conclude that my significance to them is to show how significant the rest are to them.

ok maybe i'm significant in an insignificant way.

i'm quite depressed now actually.

it doesn't help the fact that i've got dnd canvessing tmr(which is the last day of the week), and i feel like my whole week is wasted doing nth constructive.

* left her thoughts here at 2:44 PM