YWednesday, August 22, 2007Y
sometimes i feel like i've got split personality.
ok its not sometimes. its just recently.
its like my mind and my instincts are two worlds apart. like my instincts tell me that i shouldn't do it..but my mind will keep saying since i really wanna do it..just go ahead. or vice versa.
an example would be..e time i went down to his hse. like a part of me knows that its insane to go down to his hse in the middle of the night...but yet another part of me just really wanna do it.
now i think its crap when ppl say just follow ur heart. i've got like 2 sets of mind conflicting with each other now...so which one am i supposed to follow?
i wish these 2 sets of mind would just make peace with each other and live in harmony.
i'm mentally tired. think i killed too many brain cells recently.
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4:40 PM