had risk proj meeting agAiN.

from 11am to like 5pm?

arggghhh i'm so sick of it alr. just wanna get rid of it asap.

alrights i wanna get rid of it but yet i hope our report will turn out well.

the ah sim(in jolene's term) gonna select 2 grps to present on the proj. and he gonna choose one good one and one chui one. argghh i hope we don't get selected for the chui one.

then after that is bugis trip w yy n jojo.

i conclude that its super bad to go out to town when ur carrying tons of stuff(to bring home). my shoulders were like burning hot and felt like they're gg to break off anytime.

i think they should implement some locker system. so that i can deposit my heavy bags there and shop freely after that. muahahas.

i bought waist belt and black skinny jeans. hohoho. actually my aim was to get a new bag but i ended up buying sth totally irrelevant.

come to think of it. gg out w yy n jojo suddenly remind me of the times when we were still back in cedar like checking exam scripts or sth in the multi-purpose hall. then yy and jojo would be sitting like opp me and doing stupid stuff while waiting.(i can't rmb waiting for what) and everytime i would be like -.- or laughing like crazy.

argghhh i think sec sch were like my best days. the days where i always go online to chat with irc frenz, gg to town with classmates after sch, studying at kovan mac, gg to mavis tuition w wc sj they all, jap lessons at night w yy, gg out w dear after sch(and i would always refuse to hold hands coz we were wearing sch u and i scared will get caught or sth. damn stupid)

i had damn alot of free time back then. doing all the stupid stuff.

hmm. i miss my tj first 3 mths class too! super fun!(even my vj class was not as fun lor) w zhiren pingaik and benjiamin. n jojo would come and join us when she's having break too. i rmb ponning lessons like crazy then. and i rmb watching movies like 'pao ba, hai zi' during chinese lessons. wahahas damn slack.

oh and the sch is like damn big la. there was one time where my whole class was late for chi lesson for like 30 mins coz we simply couldn't find the classrm. keep gg round and round the sch. wahahas super funny.

and i joined taekwondo club w pingaik. it was super fun. muahahas. e only cca which i really like and went for it. everytime they got PT session and gotta run out of sch den me n pa will be like at the back whining and complaining. ahahas.

ehhh i got a white belt at the end of it ok. hehe

i miss vj too. ermmm i dunno why i miss it though. didn't have as much happy memories as the cedar or tj days. maybe i miss it coz e sch is damn slack? 35 mins per lesson and they always have half days when they won all those inter-sch matches.

and i actually joined kayaking club. the days in j1 whereby i had cca like 4 days in a wk. 3 days for kayaking training and 1 day for biz club. like omg. how did i managed to survive thru that.

and the most ironic thing is although i joined kayaking club at the end of j1 i still dunno how to kayak! i don't even have a one star! lol! they pushed e rest of us to dragonboat coz they have more than enuff peepz for the kayaking segment. so we ended up gg for some national dragonboat competition instead of kayaking competition. like how random. and whenever i tell ppl that i'm in kayaking i gotta explained to them that i don't know how to kayak actually and the reason behind it. like zzz.

and i rmb during PE lessons mr tan yew hwee(dunno if i spelled correctly) will always be yelling at me asking me to run faster and asking if i have got heart prob or what(coz i run damn slow). like wa lao. then i kept telling him i can pass napfa one lor and that i had always gotten gold when i'm back in sec sch.

but obviously he didn't believe me. and i can see the reason why too coz i really run damn slow after bumming around for a yr plus. wahahas.

wonder if i'm ever gg to miss ntu when i graduate next time.

ok i drifted off. above is just some random rabblings.

e stupid opendiary.com deleted my sec sch online diary. now like i have got zero entries on my sec sch days. so irritating.

gonna have risk proj meeting tmr again. argghhhhhh.

ending le. i must ren.

i wanna go out with dear soon!

n my father is leaving next mon.

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* left her thoughts here at 4:52 PM