my blog is collecting dust.

thanks to tuition, online shop and aa304 + aa306.

i have nv felt so lost in my school work before.

i'm gonna catch up during the recess break. and mug like nobody's business.

tuiton's ok...exams are drawing near for my tuition kids..

ok actually i'm not very worried abt their results coz i've tried my best to teach them and if they can't do well, then TOO BAD.

i sound really unsympathetic when it comes to results.

coz i believe there's no stupid ppl, only lazy ppl.

i had nv blame my teachers and only blamed myself for whatever poor results i've gotten in the past.

yea so maybe i'm not cut out to be a teacher or sth.

i think if my class did badly, i'll just tell them, "well u only have got urself to blame."

MUAHAHAHAHAS i'm mean.

then. online shop is taking up a huge bulk of my time.

i think i'm gg to suffer from anxiety attack soon.

i'm like glued to the com to check new emails everyday that i'll feel super uneasy if i off my com for just a while.

esp when new collections are just launched.

i'm so worried that the emails will pile up like nobody's business if i went away for a while. esp when i know that i'm the only one checking emails now and nobody else will if i don't check.

i can't even slp at ease.

i guess i shouldn't be complaining since its a gd thing...emails = business.

maybe i should just try to relax and keep my mouth shut.

right.

i should just go do yoga or sth and calm myself down.

yups anyway had my mother's bday celebration today! brought my family to some chinese restaurant at Park Royal Hotel.(been there once with vin's family to celebrate his bday)

treated them and burnt a big hole in my pocket. but its ok coz it seems like they enjoyed the food there. =)

on a sidenote, i drove vin's car today from kovan to sk! 3rd or 4th time driving his car? am getting used to it. hehe.

he complained that i drove damn slow and am hogging the road...but oh wells its better to drive slow then weave through the cars like some speed racer right.

* left her thoughts here at 2:57 AM