recalling the JC days..i think i had my share of fun in vj...like u know, happening sch culture, half days for nth, and so on.

but most of the time i wasn't v happy in my class.

for as long as i can rmb...ppl usually approached me to ask me abt homework, or sit beside me so as to copy the notes which i scribbled down on my own lecture notes.

i also recall the girls coming up to me after exam papers to ask me what my ans for this certain qn etc ,etc.

or ppl whom don't usually sms me msged me asking abt the hw for tmr's lesson blah.

or how studying sessions with my classmates in the library turned out to be some econs Q & A session for me.

i supposed the reason as to me being chosen the assistant CT rep then was also becoz i looked studious and all.(at least, as compared to the rest)

some ppl do talk to me on friendly basis etc...normal conversation and all. but somehow i recall being asked qns like some academic hotline more often than not.

don't really quite enjoy that feeling..don't even feel like telling them my grades and wanna keep it a secret...if not for the teachers reading out the grades to the whole class.

maybe that's why i preferred hanging out with yy's class and her clique.

and maybe that's y i missed my first 3 mths class in tj more than my vj class coz i had more fun then and i was treated normally by my classmates.

well well. unhappy memories are back to haunt coz there's this guy who was my jc classmate seems to be talking to me more often nowadays.

he's enrolled in nbs now and everytime he msned me all we chat about is e yr 1 biz modules.

i guess some things will nv change.

* left her thoughts here at 12:13 AM