there are some things which had been bothering me for quite some time and it just kept accumulating and pricking me constantly.

i guess the matter is resolved now. somehow. i hope. or maybe the problem doesn't even exist in the first place.

have gained trust in some ppl, and lost it in some.

but whether it did happened or not, it did gave me a mental trauma and i've learnt to be less trusting in ppl.(whether its good or bad, i don't know)

and certainly i've learnt to kept my mouth shut in some things..to prevent myself from falling to victim again.

i realized that if i had kept everything to myself then, i wouldn't be in such a mental state now.

so maybe..perhaps..i'm the main cause of everything.

i'm letting it go now after this blog entry.

will never review it again.

its too disturbing.

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on a side note, i went eyebrow trimming with my buyer today. so funny.

* left her thoughts here at 1:28 AM